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"You haven't seen a tree until you've seen its shadow from the sky." — Amelia Earhart

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5:23 pm hi world! I am finally able to get on the net. The connection here has really really wonky. Warning, I AM GOING TO RANT.

School's been insanity, and when that happens I think the same thoughts surface in all our heads. Why be the lab mice that they experiment on? Why give up all that we had only to come here and have to be mugging our asses off at different times as the rest of singapore (which affects me cause I CAN'T GO OUT NOW, and next year when i'm free like a bum, everyone will be mugging for As)? be under this system where everything matters, so we freak out over every piece of homework?

We nearly had 3 tests in a row (like 8-9am chem, 9-10math, 10-11chem again) next week, but certain teachers had the sanity to cancel theirs, and preserve OUR sanity. But still have 3 tests next week. HOWEVER, I must say that I am extremely heartened to hear and I'm still not ALL alone in all this. It was pretty cool to hear some of the people whom I thought would be thriving in these conditions express their exhaustion too.

Was looking for a night to go for tuition, but now we have AP prep classes on every night. Which is whee all great for our AP grades, and our parents are getting their money's worth for their school fees I guess, but it kinda sucks not to have a single night off. I have decided to stop my nightly frisbee sessions, unless I can work it into my timetable somehow. ):

Hah, but I guess it's kinda nice to know that we're all struggling together? I am some kind of saddist. Yup, complaining to Renee about how there's absolutely no more time left for flying, how flying's going bad, and school sucks, and listening to her talk about juggling violin/piano lessons, SNYO rehearsals and stuff like that. :D Glad to know that we're not alone.

juggling APs and flying is like juggling A levels and flying. Hah, as I start circuit flying, or rather, since my sortie 4, I realised what a lack of preparation can do to my flight. And coming back to school to have to listen to teachers talk about APs and all, hah, of course it's stressful, but, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, so all I have to do is survive. (AS I HAVE THE PAST 2 YEARS, which I never thought I'd be able to do) Also, knowing of the many many people who have survived juggling syfc and being in some school team, reminds me to be strong and keep going.

However, now, there's never nothing to do, there's always something that needs getting done. If there's nothing to do, it's just time to do AP questions. And thanks to compass test yesterday (hahahahaha, another story on it's own), I missed out on a mega Mr Lim lesson yesterday, and now I should go read up on my own. relativistic dynamics.

HAHAHAHAHA, ohmygods, compass test yesterday. Of all days to forget my wallet, I freaking forgot it yesterday. but the test itself is damn funny, although I think i just FAILED it. Nevermind.

Hmm, went for chem consultation today, the ultimate most useful chem lesson that I've had in school that is comparable to tuition!

Anyways, just remembered, told my parents about my disastrous flight (against my initial plan of not letting them especially my dad about it), and suprisingly, instead of scolding me, he started telling me stories about how he nearly flew into people in the circuit pattern before. funny stuff really. I guess that's one reason why I fly (for now), so that we have something to talk about.

Hahahahaha, I have dearest chengxu and yiwei playing with crimson red liquid eyeliner next to me. Pretty interesting.

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