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"You haven't seen a tree until you've seen its shadow from the sky." — Amelia Earhart

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6:07 pm I survived today! :D Actually, I have come to the conclusion that everytime you expect a day to turn out really bad, it doesn't. Someone will always do something nice, to help you out, and you'll see alot of good, and feel much much better. For example, the econs teacher postponed the test to next week! So no more motherload of tests, and mr murali didn't give his quiz today. Joy!

However, I feel kinda bad that I told colleen that I'd go down and support the juniors today but didn't cause I really didn't even have the energy to go for SAT prep classes. Hah, I don't care if a teacher reads this and comes after me for this, but my conscience is absolutely clear and anyone who knows what's going on right now wouldn't blame me for this.

Another thing I learnt from all this is that sometimes a little bit of blind faith is necessary. I choose to believe that I am receiving lots of guidance, not having to make alot of decisions that I would spend time fretting over if I had to. (: Like maybe I didn't get flights the whole of last week because of what happened, for some reason, if I looked at the bigger picture, it all kind of makes sense.

I'm not sure if many people would agree that my position is a very good one to be in, but I'm learning plenty, and it could've been worse, so I'm thankful.

Okay, Sharm reccomended quite alot of readings she thinks are good, so will try and get my hands on those, and in the meanwhile, gotta be reading journals. Important things to get done tonight: Read journals, write out summaries, and mr lim's physics.

Oh yesh, and when you have good teachers, it's another reason to want to do well-- so that you don't disappoint. Weehong says that that's additional pressure, so just do well for yourself, but I think it's just additional motivation. Come to think of it, there is quite a fine line between motivation and pressure.