Tuesday, January 08, 2008 Reflections.
10:37 pm
A week into year 5, as (most of) the rest of the 1991 babies in Singapore are concluding their orientation, I find myself grappling with lots of self doubt yet again. Hah, I would've thought that 2 years on, I'd be able to settle in just fine, that I would've forgotten all about wanting to leave, that I'd be able to do everything a normal student here does. But then again, what is normal?
I thought by doing what I did, I was protecting myself, my identity, everything that made me who I was, but was I? Really, hah, was is worth it? Opportunity cost. hah.