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Saturday, November 24, 2007 Grey's + Sylvie

12:13 pm

Okay, you know what, I've been watching so much Grey's and maybe it's good that I'm so impatient and tudou really hates me so my watching oft Grey's has been made somewhat inconvenient and i think it's a good thing, cause I think I'm starting to get hooked. Wait, not starting and not I think. I KNOW I AM hooked.

So, what have I been doing since the holidays started? Hmm, I remember many frantic days of going out, every single day, some with sylvie, went out with grace on the morning of prom night, was supposed to pass her the clutch and guess WHAT I FORGOT. Anyway, then had to go collect my results, and my results are fine. :) Uhm, and then I stayed home mostly, then waited for them to call to ask me to go to rach's for the post-prom sleepover, but those retards took so long and my poor dad was sleeping on the sofa in this really weird position, so I went over to rach's to wait for them to come back, cause didn't want to keep my dad up anymore. Sigh, think my parents are really trying their best to make up for whatever I'm missing here, but it's not the same, but it's also not their fault, it's really nobody's fault.

Oh, and also went to sylvie's for a day to help her pack. I think really, as much as the school sucks and as much as I complain, I must say what I've been thinking for a long time, this suckiness has been bonding us quite abit, and well, I really don't know what's going to happen but we never really know do we?

It's only here in singapore, where it's sunny everyday, that we can plan for retirement, where the government can talk about making it's people work till a ripe old age, and the people can complain about it, really, what if we were living in a place where we won't know if we'll get through the day? You know, my dad always talks about how we (the kids) have never taken hardship, that we live too comfortable a life, and that's why we are the way we are-- we lack drive, we take things for granted and stuff. But sometimes, the way they plan my life for me till the day I die, makes me wonder who's the one taking things for granted. Ah I think I'm not making sense.

So, back to sylvie, can't imagine moving the way you do. And you have an insane amount of clothes man. :D Don't know how it's possible, like is there even enough space in the cupboard? Hahahahaha, I'll try and take this as positively as possible, and I'm gonna look on the bright side-- You get a fresh start, and I get to go visit you.

See you at the airport later. :(

So honestly the past few days have been a roller coaster and honestly i'm just trying really hard to just NOT THINK about anything. With sylvie, proms happening everywhere, yeah, it's been tough. But brings me back to the "there are lots of people who don't even have what you have" thing, so I should be appreciative and shut up, but really, when you don't yearn for more, how is there ever going to be improvement? I think it's so easy and straightforward when we're looking at things that can be quantified, but it's the same for everything in life isn't it? Quality of life, friendships, relationships, school work, 2.4 timing, cleanliness of my room etc, it's only when I'm unhappy with something will I bother doing something about it.

You need bad days to have good ones.

What about days you don't know how to feel?

Well, other than all this happening, it's the holidays and I'm B-U-M-M-I-N-G! Which is supposed to be good, but you can only bum for a week, after that, there's more to be done. (Like study for your groundschool you IDIOT!) okay, yes, as you can tell I'm losing my mind.

Meeting the primary school friends before airport later. :D Looking forward to that. Some primary school friends will just be friends for life, and you have the most fun with them, even after 4 years or maybe especially after 4 years, but others, I'm not so sure.

Okay, bye. Expect emo-ing when it sinks in.

Forgot to mention. Dance concert with mummy and bernice yesterday. :D I was reminded of dance in sc, although seriously, the poor dancers! I mean there were items wherer ALL of them had to go on pointe (did i spell it wrongly?)!