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"You haven't seen a tree until you've seen its shadow from the sky." — Amelia Earhart

take me to the sky

10:27 pm emo post, if you don't want to read it, go away.

scgs badminton's gonna be playing plmgs tomorrow, it's gonna be tough for them, and i can't even be there. last year, it was easy, pon whatever there was, and make sure that you were still there for them, but now, i choose not to, because that was not what sc taught me to do as a leader.

looking at all that's going on around me, i can never stop asking myself, why i gave up all that really, for this place, where i have people who would intentionally not want to wear their jumpsuits, i really don't see why. that's as good as telling me that as a prefect in sc, you don't want to put on your bolero. so what if you think it isn't the most aesthetically appealing piece of clothing? i can only tell myself to give it this much time and effort, to give these people this much energy, because really, i don't see the point, and i really don't know how to motivate people because honestly, i don't have my own target in mind. it's a seriously shitty feeling.

it's shitty, but i must say that i have some really hilarious people to walk through all this shit with me, and help me make the shit slightly more bearable. so let's do shout outs shall we, let's begin with the people who are literally walking beside me in the shit:

1. Dajie-- haha, duh right. if i'm walking through normal shit, she's like wading through diarrhoea, and she and the other year 5s are still surviving so what can i say, they show me that shit isn't that bad afterall.

2. Hari-- thanks for dinners, and jokes, and late nights, and making a shitty camp not so shitty, and i'm sure there's alot more, like making me realise that i'm really fortunate to still be on the same island as my friends and family, and being an amazing friend in general.

3. THEO!-- hahaha, i personally congratulated him on beating a certain somebody for math today! yay! go theo! yeah, but thanks for always making me laugh like crap (hearing titration as menstruation is just one of many examples), and explaining newton's shakespearan language to me. (: you just make everyone smile, except maybe chinese teachers.

4. Maowee-- need i say more, if i were to list out the amount of help you've given me in terms of my work, the list would be really SHORT.

5. Chua Baozi-- we survived 2d art together, watched countless korean dramas together, that's like a major accomplishment already luh, and duh, letting me ask you all math homework there is, and you are another hilarious person.

6. Conrad-- You are in deeper shit than me but still make me laugh.

7. Wang Yiwei-- hahaha, CHINESE HOMEWORK! (: thanks for everything!

8. Zhen Zhen-- you are the bestest vice president i could ever ask for.

and actually quite alot more people. but now, let me move on to the people who have been with me before i got myself into shit, and have still stuck with me:

Rachel Yew, Cheryl loh, Rhea Tan, Clarissa Ong, GRACE! ( i haven't talked to you in a million years and i miss you like CRAP), jo, zelei, cheryl bong, camilla. and i'm sure i missed out people again.

ANYWAY, you guys keep me going, and i'll listen to rhea tan and press on. (: