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"You haven't seen a tree until you've seen its shadow from the sky." — Amelia Earhart

take me to the sky

10:53 pm today was i don't know, weird, but it made me grow i think. cause early in the morning, went to school to print shirts, with zhenzhen. and we finished really quick, so i was like loittering around in the hall watching the rehearsals, and bringing my sister tape, and then abit of stuff happened, then zhenzhen and i were sitting there. and she asked me why i left sc.


at first i was gonna start with the usual, like that my parents wanted me to come and all, then i started feeling like how i felt in obs, just that at obs i managed to hold back the tears, today it just flowed and came out, and i don't know, flowed and flowed and flowed. it was freaky, i don't like not being able to control. but zhenzhen said that it's like a dam, and today the dam just collapsed. which is really really true. thing is, now i cannot even pinpoint what is it about sc that makes me so attached. it's so weird, i don't know. i'm confused as you can tell from the number of i don't knows here.


and so i was crying in school, and i really didn't want people to see me, and i was going to have a headache, so i was like okay, i have to get out of school. then i was like where can i go, i don't want to meet people, then i just decided to go back. i've been trying to tell myself that i can't go back, but today i just went. :) and met lishan, talked to her for really long, felt good to just be able to talk. :) and rachel yew is right about lishan being really nice. FINE RACHEL.


i don't know, zhenzhen told me lots of stuff, and told me that sometimes i can't compare because it'd just piss me off to death, which is also true, and i guess that links back to what miss audrey tan told me, about at least having those 2 years, so that at least i'd know what i want. yeah, and i hope that i'll never have such outbursts again, the school might not be so empty next time. X)


and zhenzhen, thanks for spending the afternoon with me. :) i know i wasted alot of your time, but i really really appreciate it! :)


and pat, don't worry, i have to go for AMKPS grad night too! haha, i need to see my brother's face. :) see you then!