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"You haven't seen a tree until you've seen its shadow from the sky." — Amelia Earhart

take me to the sky

1:32 am helloo.


you know i realised that honestly i'm drifting apart from alot of people. i know that's like damn duh la, but i'm still close to some people i honestly didn't expect to remain close to, and you know vice versa.


and it sucks to look at a particular person, and realise that you never expected him or her to be the one who would drift apart from you, but it happens like damn fast.


i guess if i keep thinking about like how things are sucky and all that, they will never get better. but i think deep down, i've always hoped for things to get better, and i think things are getting better. although i got a B+ for molecular models (AH!).


i might be better off if i had stayed on in sc and all that, but i will never really know will i? and honestly, since i've given up essentially everything i had, the only way to go is to make sure that i be good at doing what i'm left to do -- study. haha, i'm becoming a nerrd.


everything's a matter of perspective i think. so i think i should look at things positively.


and i think that with miss heng leaving sc, i think i'm gonna finally be able to fully let go of scgs and just treasure all the wonderful memories i've had in my short two years there. but i also have to realise that the school will change drastically and perhaps be a totally different school from the one i know.


that also means that from now on, i will not feel left out if i am left out of anything. and with that, i really have to thank the people who have made an effort to not leave me out of anything. THANKS! :)


and i guess family really are the people who will go through life with you. friends will walk in and out, but family are the people who will hold your hand, and might pull you somewhere you don't wanna go, but they are the ones who will walk the entire journey with you.


i love dajie, kaiyu boy, kaiyang and mummy, and i guess daddy. although all of u have pms-ed in my face before, and i have in yours too, but i have to thank mummy and daddy for giving me dajie and kaiyuboy and kaiyang because they always make me laugh when i need it most (like last night).


goodbye. goodnight.