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"You haven't seen a tree until you've seen its shadow from the sky." — Amelia Earhart

take me to the sky

11:54 pm hmm, it's bloody late now, but can't sleep. you know i wonder who i'd be now if my parents haven't decided to come to singapore. (they were malaysians, and i have so much to complain about how my dad's such an asshole but not pissed enough to put it up here)

my dad's siblings are all here i singapore, which means that we (my cousins and my siblings and i) are all about the same. i mean we're abit different here and there duh (some super nerds and some super bimbos), but still you know, similar.

my mum's siblings are all over the world. and i don't know half my cousins. and we're leading such terribly different lives, it's hard to believe that we're even cousins. there are those who get married and becoming baby producing machines in malaysia, those who go to australia to study, there's us, and those who got me thinking, my cousins in the US.

i really hope that i'll get to visit alot of my relatives all over the world. including those in china, like i don't know, my grandfather's brothers' granchildren, you know, that sorta thing. i don't wanna go on fancy holidays to wherever, what's the point? no significance.

i wanna see what i've lost in becoming who i am today. and then i dunno, think?

and today someone told me that i was innocent. and i've decided never to use that word on anyone anymore.

and after watching that video on rachel's blog, i agree that the torres guy's hot. :]

oh yah, relationships are complicated. and weird, like walking through a lazer maze.